TheZtoT: We're giving away a 32GB Apple iPhone 4!
So I’m not going to say my granny got me an iPhone when I already had one.. but in honor of our 200 followers, I’m going to give away a 32GB Apple iPhone 4! This unit is factory unlocked and openline already. It includes the handset, Apple earphones with remote and mic, …
Love. Failure. Maturity.
Dear You,
Did you know that love takes courage? Because I’ve heard loving someone is scary, like a rollercoaster ride that takes you up to the mountains of heaven and then drags you down to the trenches of hell, all the while spinning you like a helpless shirt in a gigantic washing machine. Sometimes love makes you want to throw up, too. And it takes courage to go for the ride.
Did you know that love takes humility? Because I’ve heard that love doesn’t conquer all. Like Napoleon at Waterloo, there will always be fights that cannot be won by the both of you. And when only one wins, it’s a personal victory, and not battle scars you both can wear to show the universe how you fought for your love. And it takes a great deal of humility to put down your sword, your shield and your armor, be vulnerable, and settle what you’re fighting about.
Did you know that love takes patience? Because choosing to stay with someone means accepting the other’s idiosyncrasies and faults. This takes time—weeks, months, years—and I can only wish that we will both have the patience for late night conversations and stupid moments together, if only to earn more years getting to know the other more.
Did you know that love takes time? The stars have seen love explode like fireworks in the night sky, and, like fireworks, it has also seen love fizzle, sputter and fade into the night. I don’t want to be your firework. I want to be the fire that moves you to do crazy things. I want to be the fire that makes you write the cheesiest lines even when you have no idea how. I want to be the fire that stays with you even when we’re continents apart. I want to be the fire that eats, sleeps, wakes, fights, makes up, matures with you every single day. I want to be the fire that sees you grow into a person you strived to be just to keep that fire with you always.
Did you know that, for love to flourish, it needs someone to give love back? I look forward to the day when forever ceases to be just a word, and instead becomes a testimony to the choice that we both made when we decided to love one another, and chose to stay that way.
Hoping,
Me
Hearts’ Day
I woke up thinking that this will be a “torture day” for me. I was expecting that I’d see roses and heart-shaped balloons the moment I step out of the house. Luckily, I never saw a single flower up until I reached my workplace. But when I saw that guy holding out a bouquet of flowers, Hate suddenly stood by me. I must say, I never hated Valentine’s Day up until now. Just because of… yeah. bad memories.
I planned this day that I will go straight home just to avoid seeing lovers around but my cousin texted me and I had to go to the mall to do an errand for him. Amidst all the fear of feeling the “Single Awareness Day” (if ever there’s such a fear) I still went to the mall and strolled around a little with my office mates. And boy was I just so irritated by the lovers around. haha. I know it sounds so bitter but Valentine’s Day is just overrated. It’s not even a legal holiday to start with! Anyway, I was able to go through the day but still, I felt broken and I was sulking inside as I arrived home. I was lying on my bed, thinking things through then I decided to use the internet just so I could check my accounts.
While using the internet, something good, or even great thing happened. haha. Something unmentionable. :D haha. But still, I was so glad it occurred. :D My sulking spirits were suddenly revived and yes, I WAS REJUVENATED! :D So I will end this night with a good note. :) happy, happy whatever-fake-holiday! hahaha! :D
Once You Lie To Her,
When the guy you like does something cute and you have to just tell your best friend all about it and freak out together.
“Scars”
by Papa Roach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I’m feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I’m pissed cause you came around
Why don’t you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can’t help you fix yourself
You’re making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you’re drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion’s in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I’m drunk and I’m feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn’t ever come around
Why don’t you just go home?
Cause you’re drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn’t understand
But you didn’t understand
Go fix yourself
I can’t help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I’m sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can’t help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I’m sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel








